Love has its privileges but also some powerful responsibilities. While you may have always been aware of this truth, you seem to be especially cognizant of it now.
cognizant (adjective) /ˈkɒɡ.nɪ.zənt/ (UK usually cognisant) - understanding or realising something
We should be cognizant of the fact that every complaint is not a justified complaint. (CALD)
"The world was a fantastic, marvelous, awesome place, Rose decided."